I've written three comments and deleted each one before posting because I couldn't work out what to say.

So here goes. I hope you feel entirely well and full of energy soon. I admire and have been encouraged by your example. I fluctuate from optimism (in response to examples like yours and to the way in which my wonderful friends acknowledge and relate to me) to a similar weariness at the struggle, at some people's clumsiness (intentional and unintentional) and at the stories of others who find it even more difficult than I am finding it.

So: peace, thanks and happiness. Mmm hmmmm.