This is such a thoughtful post and I need to think about it a lot more, however, I would like to take gently issue with one small thing:
The reason you're constantly bullied is complex and has to do with you being socially backward for reasons which are no fault of your own.
While being awkward for whatever reason make kids a target for bullying, it is never ever their fault that they ended up being abused. I know that bullying still happens but I'm glad that it is becoming less and less acceptable to do it.
I think a lot of us who were bullied still carry the idea that they were to blame all along, and it is simply not true.
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The reason you're constantly bullied is complex and has to do with you being socially backward for reasons which are no fault of your own.
While being awkward for whatever reason make kids a target for bullying, it is never ever their fault that they ended up being abused. I know that bullying still happens but I'm glad that it is becoming less and less acceptable to do it.
I think a lot of us who were bullied still carry the idea that they were to blame all along, and it is simply not true.
Just sayin'
*hug*