Chattin' With a Chaser, Part 5 in an Infrequent Series

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This one was a bit different, in that they're apparently a crossdressing chaser. They jumped into the channel and did the "instantly PM everyone with a girly name" thing, but at first they looked like they were genuinely looking for some support, so after a slow start I went with that.

Then things got ... a bit weird. This takes a bit of time to get going, but it's worth reading to the end.

Kira: hi from Kira sarahlizzy: Hi Kira: how you doing? sarahlizzy: I'm doing alright! You? Kira: ok thanks sarahlizzy: Good! Kira: so do you dress up? sarahlizzy: Sometimes I put something nice on for parties sarahlizzy: Make a bit of an effort, you know? Kira: something I always wanted to do....but not yet sarahlizzy: I find the host tends to appreciate it, and I feel good! sarahlizzy: Do you not go to many parties? Kira: no Kira: you in the uk? sarahlizzy: That's a shame sarahlizzy: I am, yes sarahlizzy: Are you? Kira: well nice to meet you sarahlizzy Kira: i am nice ...sorry First signs something's a bit odd, perhaps. It's not entirely usual to explain that you're nice (on the assumption that the other party thinks you're, what, a two headed ravenous carnivorous space alien?) Maybe they're just socially awkward? We carry on. Kira: nice to meet you Kira: I would love to dress up...just shy sarahlizzy: Shyness can be quite a burden. You have my sympathies Kira: thankyou sarahlizzy: Is it your first time here? Kira: yes sarahlizzy: Well, hi! Kira: hi, very nice to meet you Kira: thanks sarahlizzy: What is it you're hoping to get from being here? Kira: i dont know sarahlizzy: That's ok Kira: just to chat i suppose sarahlizzy: Fair enough sarahlizzy: What would you like to chat about? Kira: so you dress...and I would like to be like you "Dress" is a word that a lot of crossdressers use for talking about, well, crossdressing. Since that's not what I'm about, I figure it's only fair to clear things up here... sarahlizzy: It occurs I might not be what you think I am Kira: how sarahlizzy: I'm a trans woman Kira: well its very nice to meet you, i sometimes wonder if thats what i am sarahlizzy: It's possible. Why do you think that? Kira: thoughts from a young age sarahlizzy: OK sarahlizzy: And you still have thoughts? urges? Kira: no not really Kira: but from a young age sarahlizzy: No particular desire to live your life as female? Kira: hard question Kira: has one gets older sarahlizzy: yeah Kira: when I was pretty sarahlizzy: How old are you now? Kira: I tried on my GF dress, and she said I looked better than her Kira: hehe Kira: 37 sarahlizzy: I'm 36 Kira: cool Kira: so how you finding your transition? sarahlizzy: Well, in a sense done, although in another sense I guess it's never done Kira: its really nice to chat with you by the way, why never done...if you dont mind me asking sarahlizzy: Well, one is always adapting to life I suppose sarahlizzy: Transition, if it's about anything, is about finding yourself sarahlizzy: That and pain *grin* Kira: how are you finding things? sarahlizzy: Well, in many ways being female sucks ...for example, men do things like what's about to happen... sarahlizzy: But the gender dysphoria went away sarahlizzy: So it did what it needed sarahlizzy: And I can only be what I am Kira: i feel that your a very genuine person sarahlizzy: Thank you! sarahlizzy: Although one bit of me is man-made My little joke, ha ha! Kira: so do you feel that you are accepted sarahlizzy: It depends on the context Kira: as a women? sarahlizzy: It depends on the context sarahlizzy: There is a lot of transphobia in society Kira: sorry sarahlizzy: Not your fault sarahlizzy: The path of least resistance seems to be to not tell people sarahlizzy: But then if they find out, sometimes they claim you "tricked" them Kira: I see Talking about me a lot here, and they seemed to want to talk about their trans thing, so let's try and steer it back to that. sarahlizzy: Do you crossdress much in private? Kira: not so much now sarahlizzy: How come? sarahlizzy: Hard to do, or you don't enjoy it? Kira: hard to do I suppose Kira: i would love to put on some sheer tights and a nice dress sarahlizzy: Why can't you? sarahlizzy: No privacy? sarahlizzy: (For the record, I hate tights *grin*) Kira: not really sarahlizzy: ironic really sarahlizzy: I get to wear that stuff whenever I want. Wanna know what I'm actually wearing? sarahlizzy: Nylon trousers, T-shirt, plain beige bra, cotton briefs and socks Kira: cool, i like you Kira: its whats inside sarahlizzy: I've seen what's inside. It's icky Kira: isnt it Kira: x And now things go off in a decidedly odd direction. Kira: well love you just the same sarahlizzy: Thank you! Kira: i think I'm just a man with a very sensitive soul sarahlizzy: WHo likes dresses? Kira: yes possibly..your right Kira: i love you sarahlizzy Say WHAT??? I'm a text box on the Internet. You can't possibly love me, not in the sense I use that word anyway. Kira: you still there? sarahlizzy: I'm still here sarahlizzy: What do you mean by that? Kira: sorry sarahlizzy: I'm curious Kira: as to what sarahlizzy: What you mean by "I love you" Kira: well your cool Kira: i like our chatting Kira: like to chat again Kira: you ok? sarahlizzy: I am, sorry - in too many windows This is true - I got distracted by an email. My bad. Kira: no worries Kira: would you like for us to both be dressed up & together? Kira: holding hands Kira: just enjoying each others company? Welcome to Creeeeeeeepy town... sarahlizzy: I'm not really into fantasy fulfilment, I'm afraid Kira: sorry Kira: i love you Kira disconnected from the server.

OK, trying to get the image of sitting next to you on a sofa, both dressed in satin ball gowns, holding your hand and just staring straight ahead in silence, surrounded by your cum rags out of my head.

Not working.

I think I need a brain wipe.

Originally posted at http://auntysarah.dreamwidth.org/229713.html - you can comment here or there.